Numbers 13:26-14:45
….the men come back from exploring the land and tell of their experience. They say the land is full of milk and honey. But they said the people there were powerful. When Caleb suggested going and taking possession of the land these men wanted no part. They began to give bad reports of the land to everyone. Talking of how the people there were giants.
So of course the Israelites groan and moan. And complain and whine. They decide to choose a new leader and go back to Egypt.
Now I can only IMAGINE how NOT FUN this journey has been for them! I mean. They were slaves in Egypt. And now they want to go BACK there!
Moses, Aaron and Joshua and Caleb (who had gone on the exploration) told the people (along with hitting the found face first and tearing their clothes) that the land was GOOD! That the people there do not have God’s protection like they did and there was no need to fear.
And the good Israelites thought ‘lets stone them’. Do you want to shake your head yet? Cause I totally do.
Now God shows up at this point and asks just how long these people will continue to not believe in Him. So God decides to kill the whole lot of them and just make Moses great.
I really wonder about God back then. And I love how much Moses has Gods ear. He reminds Him that the Egyptians would hear that God killed them all. And right now they know that God is with them. Going before them always. That God has revealed himself. Moses knew the Egyptians would mock God.
So God agrees to not kill them all off. But He does promise that only Caleb will see the promised land. That not one of the people who has questioned Him will see it.
This story gets better. God really goes off here. Every person over 20 will die in the lands before those under will enter the new land. It’s awful actually to read. How the children will work the land for fourth years as the old ones die off.
Then God takes those that went to explore – all but Joshua and Caleb – and kills them with a plague. They lied and spread rumors out of fear and caused an uprising. And this was the consequence. Moses and Aaron told the Israelites and they all mourned.
In the morning they went up to the land saying they were ready for the land The Lord had promised them.
I’m confused who ‘they were’. All the Israelites? Or a group of them? I’m not sure.
But Moses stopped them. Reminding them that just the day before God told them they wouldn’t see the land. But in the way of these people – they went anyways. And they went sadly without God’a protection. So ‘they’ went. And ‘they’ were struck down by the Amalekites and Canaanites who were living there.
Dumb. These people are dumb.
I wonder if I’d fit right in.
Mark 14:43-14:77
Judas shows up with an armed crowd. Poor Jesus. He was so emotional at this point. Begging God to take this burden from him.
And now begins the entire process. Now he knows it won’t be taken.
Now he watches his friend come and kiss him signaling to the crowd he is the one to arrest.
And he is arrested. And all flee. Except on young man wearing only a linen garment. When they seized him he fled naked.
I have to say I’m confused as to why this was documented. But ok.
Jesus was taken to the high priest and the chief priests. Peter had followed at a far distance.
The priests were trying to find evidence against him but were unsuccessful. Testimonies given were false.
When asked if he was the Messiah, the son I the Blessed One he replied ‘yes, I am’.
The priests declares blasphemy and the crowd spit on him. Blindfolded him, struck him with their fists. And the guards took him and beat him.
I am sad when I get an ant bite. A bump on my leg. And here was the son of God. Being beaten. And knowing all of what was to come.
A servant girl of the high priest passed Peter and stopped recognizing him as one who was with Jesus. But he denied it.
Denial one.
She told those standing around that he was one of them. He told them all no denying it.
Denial two.
A while later those standing around said ‘surely you are one of them’ and he called down curses and swore to them ‘I don’t know this man you’re talking about.’
Denial three.
And with that the rooster crowed a second time.
And Peter remembered the words Jesus spoke to him ‘before the rooster crows twice you will disown me three times.’
And Peter broke down and wept.
I wonder what the people thought. I am sure this confirmed he was one of them. But I wonder if they took pity on him and left him alone. Walked away. Or turned their backs. Did anyone reach out to him or feel his sadness?
Proverbs 6:30-6:35
This was different.
Reminding us that no one despises a thief who stole because he was hungry and starving.
Yet a man who commits adultery has no sense.
And immediately I’m taken to those who cheat because they are starving. Because their partner at home has become dead to them. No longer being a living part of the relationship.
And I am saddened for them.
And yet now as I write that God reminds me that the one who is starving has words. And can use them. And speak up. And fix things. Or end them the right way.
Starving for food is one thing…you have no power at times to control this.
Yet you can walk away from the unhealthy. Rather than cheat and hide.